Thoughts

I have been thinking about what was said at Shane's funeral lately. Everyone I heard talking about him said that he was a man that lived for God. And that was so true.It just kinda made me wonder if the way I'm living portrays the same thing. Everyone seems to want to be a good leader and a good example, but the only way to do that is to be a follower of God and a doer of his will. I wonder what people see in me? Lately I have felt like I'm going in circles, not really headed in any direction for certain. This is hard for me, I like to know what's going to happen and even more than that I like to be in control and I'm not! I just want to be a person that people see as a follower of God.